i need a break from people, altogether.
i need spiritual rejuvinationnnn.
i need to exercise.
i need to read more. i read a lot. i need to read more.

i'm tired of going back, not wanting to go back, and divas that i'll have to spend 5 hours in the car with tomorrow. that AREN'T from my city, but are trying to tell me how the highways connect and where the exits are. "if you or your parents have any questions, you can just call my mom & dad" well YOU ARE A QUEEN AND YOUR PARENTS AREN'T FROM HERE ( Read more... )

i don't like getting compliments from guys on my looks. it makes me feel like i should be more inclined to like them just because they say they think i'm pretty. this goes the same for everyone else, but it's different in the guy area. i think i've scared myself sufficiently out of any relationships in the near future ( Read more... )

ah mah gah. so stressed out.
whitacre is so nice though. he likes me, too which is awesome. he's like an art grandpa. all the foundations teachers are art grandpas. haha. they're so old. except brett and sherri.

currently, my life is altogether stressful, frustrating, but unproductive. i've been working the least i've ever worked since i got here.

seriously, just leave me alone! shit ( Read more... )

Back in school they never taught us ( Read more... )

i got in an epic fight with kayla ( Read more... )

kayla is doing my hair before i leave, baby dreads! i'm excited. i figure, i want to try it at least once in my life. better to do it when i'm still in school ( Read more... )

i'm contemplating a lot tonight. things like thinking you're in love, feeling sorry for yourself, that whole "everyone's experience is unique" deal. that last belief i feel was created for the second thing, for feeling sorry for yourself. not that i don't believe everyone's experiences are completely different, and everyone handles things ( Read more... )