it is getting hot. i might as well undress here on the toilet. i might as well awkwardly juggle my cigarette as i attempt to take my longsleeve buttonup off my frame. i might as well ash on the floor. it is my bathroom, or it might as well be. it is hot in here ( Read more... )

every human success a broadside that magnifies my gaping failure
i am far from seeing thru, not near to any accomplishment
unskilled where only skill can matter
lonely in the most thirsty way imaginable
a reader of depressing books

i wake. i do small exercises. i eat what little food i need 2 get me thru the day. i leave my body and enter the social network. i ask for some small connections but they are denied 2 me bco me bco me and everybody else, bco something about us i don't know but enact each day. i want warmth and unquestioning. i want freedom from want which is ( Read more... )

i need yu in my bed side 2 side, i knead yr octopus flesh ( Read more... )

i was in love. i thought love would change my life. and it did. i sought it constantly and grazed upon every affection. once enraptured i gorged. i didn't only have eyes for you, i didn't need eyes because i have you. of course i've heard of endings and i was already planning my escape. to be absolutely miserable picking up habits for slack. ( Read more... )

you have a shepherd's eyes. a flock of spurious birds furrows. your milk mothered betrothed Baymont weeps gaiety. growing girth aglowing magnificent. your eyes are like the eyes of well lit dolls. parts of us are very empty hollow as well. we few creatures of resplendent decrepitude of praised petulant attitude and aggressive self interest. we are ( Read more... )

a few souls lightly pack the pistols in their eyes. several young souls pack it in, hungry-ness for experience ruining their image. a man is growing fat in the corner of my eyes. i admit myself to the hospital ( Read more... )

magasus tightened the rear. pritfin produced the tongs. nearby I clenched the acorn, source of my incredible power, and exploded numerous faces ( Read more... )

ask those you love those who love you 'how can I love you more successfully?' don't expect any answer give your self over

bc u find beauty in the world i rly don't i mean i recognize ur beauty i find beauty in how u-all find beauty in the world but i just don't find it beautiful myself there behind the broken tracks pure bright graffitis pianos in the crumbled tenements narrow streets with bright paint in japan i love how u-all make it meaningful its not 4 me its not ( Read more... )