ain't no joy n bein dumb n in love. jobmarcharcossanisland finished typing his story and banged send in a furry that resulted in a beautifully permanent battle scar on the back of his laptop monitor. he got up. ah i hate the world so much! furious he grabbed breakfast snaks nd stuffed em in his mouf. while eating he thot about things so he wuld be ( Read more... )

j didn't have beliefs. j didn't have opinions. j could think of no grand narratives shaping history. j had context. j had situations. j's philosophy was j's actions given situations. j developed j's philosophy constantly ( Read more... )

structured things in life like putting yr shoes at the foot of yr bed after scattering them across the yr floor

z reads late at night in the dark as a child ( Read more... )

j stood in front of the man. j said j wanted to make money. j explained a beneficial relationship between j the man and money. the man looked at j. the man was staring into j. he can see everything j thot. everything which means nothing. if that powerful to see j's emptiness this could take days. j had days. j culd see this man didn't have days, ( Read more... )

"Every need brings in what's needed ( Read more... )

j spent long times with math. all the ties and enrapturement holding the subjects together. numbers fundamental, the structure of addition something more something less, unreal. dropping properties become monsters of generalization which brings more complications. all the properties comforting conditions anchored everyday in the everyday. j wanted

z hadn't moved many miles in a long while. z thot about overseas travel. the promise of 10 or 15 hours with the mind became unsettling in physically cramped space. z's thots were motions, proceeding and inviting motions, following and because of motions. weren't kicked off without a period of vigorous moving. poor z's neurons needed rattling to go ( Read more... )

j had taken up smoking. 'quit' z sed. 'ah z i am actually'. j was actually. j had a dream where ppl cried nd beggd showed tears and hearts and rubbed hands. the next day j was bored w\ smoking. the dream was incidental. j liked that ( Read more... )

manifesto ( Read more... )