I am excited to move on ( Read more... )

It wasn't really a bad week, it just sucked overall. The weather was good, but it's hard to appreciate the weather when you feel like you're just being forgotten about. I hope she doesn't forget me, but I definitely feel like she will. I haven't even heard her say, "I'll miss you" or even show emotion about not being able to go on vacation to ( Read more... )

another day goes by comopletely wasted thinking about what it is about her, but does it matter? beacuse i think i love her seriously feel she could be the one. who cares? im wrong. fuck it. i just want her to change me.

thank the hydroxy groups for that one...

It’s odd sittin up late alone ( Read more... )

Empty yet full a complete contradiction/ lifes simplicity outlined in simple fiction/ written daily without a doctor's prescription/ a lack of confidence is this plagues diction/ it spreads with ease between moods of habit forming convictions/ that i am not meant to be anything greater than an insecure failure/ but there has to be a cure/ to stop ( Read more... )

Frustrated yet again, I mean I guess it happens. But why do I have to be so upset with myself and my life when things seem to be going good. I really have no reason to be angry, but I feel like a useless waste of time and space. I just am here, doing nothing with my life, and what I do try to do is never good, it is just mediocrity. Maybe I am ( Read more... )

So I figure as the year ends, I might as well take a look back. It's been a year full of firsts some good some bad, but overall I think I've done alright. I know I have definitely made some big mistakes, and some recent ones may not have hit me yet, but I figure they will work out. I guess college, well life in general, is just one big mistake, ( Read more... )

Community ( Read more... )

Grass root philosophy creating havoc in the 21st century,
walking lost through a world that's never heard of me,
troubling glances at the projection of self to only find the inside empty
a facade was built to convince myself that i'm moving finally
to the truest representation of who i am supposed to be
but all i think is how is life so fucking

Frustrated, tired, angry, dejected, jealous. Not very happy words, but it's how i've felt since about one o clock last night. it's funny how hindsight is twenty twenty and no matter what you think during the present there is always some consequence from the decision at hand that skips your mind. i've definitely had a lot of those in the past few ( Read more... )