again. parallel. i want to see you tonight. i miss you. i think i might sleep over i have had a terrible past few days. Im skipping my class to go sleep. fuckkkk. ahhhh.. i hate this. i hate my life too. and you are beautiful! <3 girlfriend!
Shannon... thank you so much for writing that! I do appreciate it...
I lost a ton of weight this summer, and it's slowly coming back to haunt me. I say I'd like to lose 5 lbs, but I know how I am.
I'm glad that me admitting that helped you! I am so happy most of the time... but with certain aspects of my life, I just shut down.. and it's not good and it's not healthy but by admitting it, I've made the first attempt to get better.
The only thing I know about anti depressants is that I abosolutely hated the way I felt when I was on them... I was happy, but I didn't know why. And I wasn't happy on the inside, I just was. I don't want to be on them but I feel like I've hit a low and I'm just not making any progress. I've heard great things about CBT and I'm a big fan of the theories... but I feel like if I get my depression under control everything else will fall into place... as I've never had a problem with anxiety or panic attacks before
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anxiety and panic attacks can actually be a post-SSRI effect, you know. it especially depends on how quickly you tapered off the paxil/wellbutrin -- a taper of less than a 6 month to 1 year can produce prolonged withdrawal effects that can last up to 3 years. unfortunately, most docs are clueless and they tell you to cut down over a period of about two weeks. idiots, really; it should be malpractice
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I actually did not know that. I can't remember my dosage, but I know they increased it pretty much once a month until I told them no more, so I just stopped taking it. It definitely should be malpractice, that's awful.
I'm definitely going to look into the magnesium and vitamin C thing... I hadn't heard about them. Maybe I'll just see if I can get into a psychologist instead of psychiatrist for some sort of therapy to see if that helps.
I just hope my semester isn't so far gone that I can't catch up on everything.
I've never heard of Bipolar III either! That's so weird. You would think with buying $110 text books the would at least include the most recent diagnoses. You don't happen to know if it's in the DSM-IV, do you?
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I lost a ton of weight this summer, and it's slowly coming back to haunt me. I say I'd like to lose 5 lbs, but I know how I am.
I'm glad that me admitting that helped you! I am so happy most of the time... but with certain aspects of my life, I just shut down.. and it's not good and it's not healthy but by admitting it, I've made the first attempt to get better.
We need to get together, asap.
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I'm definitely going to look into the magnesium and vitamin C thing... I hadn't heard about them. Maybe I'll just see if I can get into a psychologist instead of psychiatrist for some sort of therapy to see if that helps.
I just hope my semester isn't so far gone that I can't catch up on everything.
I've never heard of Bipolar III either! That's so weird. You would think with buying $110 text books the would at least include the most recent diagnoses. You don't happen to know if it's in the DSM-IV, do you?
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