I want to live alone again. At least then no one is trying to poison me -___-
It was a "great" night with being sick and crying and then getting up for work at fucking 6 o'clock. I'm not taking any more suspicious pills. Ever. Done.

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Leaving for M'era Luna soon! I'm so excited!!

So my friend decided to stop smoking grass half a year ago. After that she started drinking heavily till it spiraled completely out of control, and she was drunk basically every single day.

Now she decided to go cold turkey on the rum...and return to the good old Mary Jane.

Sometimes I wonder why does she hate her reality so much?

I actually like job interviews. They're mostly fun - at least there's some time when people have to pretend they are interested in me and my life ( Read more... )

Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose
String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so I won't get loose

Truth is you can stop and stare
Bled myself out and no one cares
Dug a trench out, laid down there
With a shovel up out of reach somewhere

I have so much respect for him. His texts helped me live and understand life.

I hate my face more than I hate myself.

It's true what they say - every action has an equal an opposite reaction ( Read more... )

So should there be punishment for treason and reward for loyalty?

Or should one rather show mercy to the traitors in order to ensure their grateful loyalty in the future?

Have to side with Sansa on this one. Once a traitor, always a traitor. And "as long as I am your king, treason should never go unpunished."

I have this weird relationship with depression. Two years ago I thought I beat it. And to some degree that is true - no more suicidal thoughts.

That's a win, right?

I also stopped caring so much. That led to less anxiety, and things just got... better (or maybe more bearable).

But now I feel that I can't stop the process. I care less and less ( Read more... )

The show is atmospheric as fuck.

One should watch it while sipping heavy liquor and smoking a cigar.

Blues playing in the background would be nice.

The characters are "post-depression", if you know what I mean. They've seen it all, they have been around for generations and they don't give a damn. Life at its finest.