I wish I knew what I wanted.. =/ Ihate that unless I have someone as a boyfriend type deal I feel miserable.. But right now I really don't want a boyfriend. It pisses me off so bad! At first when I broke up wtih Nick I felt great.. like free or something. .and then when I realized there wasn't someone there to always fall back on and to hold me ( Read more... )

I havn't updated in like... 72 years. Woah buddy. Well life has been interesting. Lets pick out the big things that I can remember. I peirced my lip in Chaps class and passed out.. I went to sadies and it was pretty fun.. Christmas was good.. I miss a lot of people like Brandon and Willard and Chalisa and molly until today because I am at Chalisas ( Read more... )

Hmm.. havnt updated in awhile... lets see.. halloween was okay.. me nick and chalisa went around.. some stupid people tried to start stuff though.. oh well.. they are fags. Umm.. that friday was freakin awesome. Nick came over after school and we watched movies until like 8 when Brandon and Willard got there. It was fun! I recorded Brandon and ( Read more... )

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I got bored, soooooooo... yeah.. I took a quiz.. and it was weird.


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well.. today I woke up an hour late, so that sucked.. then when I got to school I sat in the gym and waited for my love.. but he never came =( *tear* so the day was pretty boring.. but I finally understand what is going on in chem... I think..but I could be wrong, as usual. lunch was kinda... yeah.. I don't really know.. I am really depressed.. I ( Read more... )

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so much has changed.. a lot of it was for the better, but I miss so much. I don't hang out with a lot of the people that I used to... I miss church and stuff, but I feel like if I go back it is going to be so much different and I don't know.. I am just scared to go back.. but I do miss the people, like David and Glenn and as much as I don't want to ( Read more... )