I can't stand this anymore! Just leave me alove, pleeeease!!

Lost, and broken. Hopeless and lonely. Smilin on the outside, but hurt beneath my skin. My eyes, are fade'n, my soul is bleedin. I try to make it seem ok but my faith is wearin thin. So help me heal these wounds, they've been open for way too long. Help me fill this soul, even though this is not your fault, that I'm open, and I'm bleedin, all over ( Read more... )

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Right now I feel like shit. Mostly because I feel like I am hurting everyone with what I do and say and I dont' know.. I don't want to say anything specific, but I feel like it is my fault that someone is so depressed. I just really hope it isn't. It probablly is my fault. I hate seeing people I love hurt, but the sad thing is I am ususally the one ( Read more... )

HOMECOMING WAS AWESOME! lol hectic, but awesome. I woke up at like.. 10:30 and went to get my hair done at 11.. then I went home and got everything ready and waited for Chalisa to call to tell me to come ever for pictures.. Chalisa, Molly, Kaitlyn, and Tevis were over there. They all looked beautiful! lol After that, I went to Carissa's to kill ( Read more... )

hmmm.. it was an interesting week/weekend.. I don't really remember Monday.. Tuesday I am pretty sure I went to a soccer game, which is ALWAYS fun.. Wednesday wasn't really much of anything.. thursday was some fun stuff! I was supposed to go to Leslies, but I ended up not going. Instead, Chalisa, Molly, and Brandon came over. that was at like.. 9 ( Read more... )

Hmmm.. today was interesting.. I got up at like 10, got my shower (and I got in with my bra on.. I am such a dumbass), and went running about with my mom all day. I got my dress. =) It is red silky-like and it has one strap across my shoulder with a slit on the left leg with sheer over it. It is sooo pretty. It was really expensive, though. =( ( Read more... )

That is the gayest thing EVER!! It says I will die a year before I lose my virginity. That is kinda scary.=( Lock my casket!

Hmmm... lets start with thursday. Thursda Vince and Kyle came over. I havn't seen Vince in a long time, so it was good to see him.. and Kyle, well, I just met him, but he is cool. Very exciting. lol Ummmm... Friday was the Oak Glen game. It was pretty good. I got to see all of my Oak Glenners. lol I saw BOOK, too. Eww. She is icky. She bugs me. I ( Read more... )

Hmmmm.. a lot of stuff is going on right now. Not all of it is bad, though. A lot is good accually. But anyway, Friday was our firtst home game. We were awesome! The band, that is. Suprisingly, so did the football team. They won 29-0. It was a good night until about 3/4ths ith the way through third quarter. I hate it when people won their mouths! ( Read more... )