So much has changed in the past few months. Sometimes I think it's all good while other times I think it's going by too fast and I'm losing myself. Bleh.

So I've been home for a little less than a week and I already want to kill myself. I was kind of excited to come home and see my friends for the briefest amount of time, then once I actually got inside Lancaster city limits the suicidal thoughts started creeping back. Lancaster is a good place to grow up and a good place to leave. Thank god I have ( Read more... )

I'm going to Bonnaroo this summer. I'm beyond ecstatic. I ended up somehow scoring a job working there, which means I get to go for free to see the shows AND get paid AND get a really awesome resume booster for my future career in entertainment management ( Read more... )

Have you ever been in one of those relationships where you know in your gut that everything is wrong and you're going to get your heart broken and it's like walking into a steel trap, but whenever you see that person you forget about all the pain you know they'll cause you and your face lights up like a Christmas tree, and you're so damn happy to ( Read more... )

I go back to Ohio on Saturday and I kind of don't want to. I don't really belong there. I wish I could just stay here for break, I'm sure Ashton or Zack would let me. I just don't want to go back to my nagging parents ( Read more... )

College college college. Oh how much better you are than high school. I love my roommate, I love my friends, I love my classes, I love my team. It's fabulous for me right now. I love the weather and going to the beach. Pure joy. I love going to gay bars at 2 in the morning and watching drag shows. I love football games and Sir Big Spur. I love my ( Read more... )

I'm the happiest I've been in a really long time, and I completely think being at USC is the reason why. I'm truly meant to be here.

I leave for South Carolina in a little teensy bit less than a week. I'm ridiculously nervous but at least I know people down there a little better than I did before.

Life is amazing for me right now. Only a few minor bumps but other than that I'm doing really well. The most exciting thing is that school starts in less than a month! slklfg;ladj;ld I can't wait I'm so excited. I've been talking to a lot of people down there and talking to Zach about starting school and how he's pretty much the only person I know ( Read more... )

I'm finally done with high school thank god. This year has had so many ups and downs. Track sucked, school sucked, coach Henwood died, I got an A in Calculus all year and I finally got to start hanging out with my friends that I've been neglecting for so long. Bring it on college, hopefully you'll be better than the past four years have been.