Four years, it seems like longer.  I'm still here still feeling the same.  I'm not strong, I just hang on.

 i'm home.  i think.  i don't like it.  i heard news, but not enough. i didn't see anyone.  the news i heard hurt for some reason, but it was good news.  not for me.  how can new life be bad?  now i am alone and i don't know what to do.  it has been five years since i wrote in this thing.  i have since kept most of my thoughts inside and have ( Read more... )

your words made me sick and they always have. i never liked you. i pretended to be nice, i am a good liar. you tore and so did he. you are both dead and it didn't have to be that way. this is dead, but i make it zombie for some times and this is one. he is dead, it is both your faults but you killed him ( Read more... )

she is getting married. not happy about that one. i won't kiss her on her wedding day.

bye.

hi everyone. still alive.

the end.

my best friend is sick. i want him to know that he is not a decepticon even though he feels like a black haired master of the universe right now. which is not good because he man was blond. Yet i know he is not going anywhere and he can call up to the heaven and gain strength. not from god, maybe not from greyskull either. but he is strong. ( Read more... )

hey everyone. how is things? mine are not good. i have court tomorrow. i am getting sued by my old landlord. it really is stressing me out. and that is the beginning ( Read more... )

hello everyone. been a long time. i hope you are all well and fine doing it is what you do. i am still in santa barbara having no friends living in my tree house being alone most of the time. i just had my birthday on the 17th. i am 22 now ( Read more... )

i still live, i just don't have internet ( Read more... )

last night was nuts. there was going to be a show at geo's house and the bands were matty's friends from seattle. all cool people. there was a girl named chicken. and i drove with them to the show but their car broke so their nutty friend amy came and got us and so did matty. then we went to the show and i got really funny. matty and chris ( Read more... )