i went to a party. and there were not nice people. i got angry and left. i didn't want to be rude, but i am not going to sit there and take their glares and whispers when they have never met me. being an asshole for the sake of being an asshole. chemicals inducing stupidity ( Read more... )

right now i don't want to be alone. not to be with someone in some romantic sense, but to be around a being of some intelligence. i had to leave early from a good time, but was it a good time? maybe it was just the chemicals in the fermented grains. i was not so good originally. and i answered honestly. "i am alive". my sister is in the next ( Read more... )

watching tv late at night when you were tired and could have gone to bed is a bad idea. you will just be more tired tomorrow. and sadder from what you saw on tv. chinese movies are always sad, but china was a sad place. it would have been like that if it stayed true. it would have glowed. and a new life would come. it would have been nice, it ( Read more... )

kristy benjemin rules my life with an iron fist.

and i love it.

i will make her the bennificiary to my life insurance.

but, you know, in a non-creepy way.

the end.

bye.

an amazing night. an amazing life. not this night. but this night was ok. fun times on friday. in the ess bee where the party be. thanks to sylvia for inviting me. friends around. new friends found ( Read more... )

today me and rye had fun in the spyder. we were feared. they damned our eyes, but only because they were jealous of the spyder. we ate cham's and saw matty and david. and we ate sushi later. and we talked to rye's mum ( Read more... )

my friend kelsey died ( Read more... )

a lot of people are happy and that is great. i was happy. i don't know how i feel about it now, but maybe we will see in the next few. days? years? lifetimes ( Read more... )

things have been really fun lately. i have some awesome friends and some awesome foes (thanks to my swazi button ( Read more... )

i am proud of jeff and his sober days.

you are awesome, buddy.