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Writer's Block: Good Catch
"God-zilla!"
"firetruck!"
"when you suck, it cums faster." -
meet me at the cemetary gates.
i've done some thinking since my birthday.
i hate the fact that im once again questioning my future.
that once again, i am unsure of what i want to do with my life.
i hate the fact that no matter what i do, i always seem to fall down.
i hate the fact that this time around, im not sure i want to get back up again.
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bleah
im really sorry.
i didnt want this to happen.
i was hoping to graduate and never have to see you again.
im really sorry.
with all my heart.
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break
this break was a total waste of time.
i found out nothing about myself.
[oh wait...i did. but its not good.]
& i accomplished nothing.
i didn't write.
i didn't make up with people.
i didn't find out what i want to do with my life.
i did however
1.get sick.[again]
2. find out i have a forbidden crush.
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debra loves joanna
stupid family.
we are so screwed up.
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dance.
so we finally got the paint for my room. it was great.
its a pretty little gray.
i love it.
well its not as dark as i wanted it to be, but oh well -
bleah
so this whole facilitating of the retreat thing is coming up again.
im not ready.
emotionally, physically or spiritually.
so this year is supposed to be like the best right?
well...
its not.
it sucks.
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woah it has been a LONG time.
gosh darn myspace.
haha.
so monday night rehearsal was tonight.
"one of the best rehearsals so far"
-for trumpets.
omg. we stink.
we taught techno to the freshman.
i only some of them.
others...i can't stand.
i've gotten closer to some upper classmen too.
aka. bucket and isreal.
[i love them.]
things have changed tho.
no lie.
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