well i am so pissed off at the moment life is just so incediably shit and i dont know what to do. i mean i love people but i just get the instinct impression that they dont love me....gareth is being an arse and i hate him, just looking at him or hear his voice makes my blood boil it really does. Rob went home ill today. i missed him :( it was ( Read more... )

i am soo sorry every1 i aint posted in ages ( Read more... )

sorry i aint posted in ages lots has been happenin but all that matters now is that im happy for the first time in ages!!!! yey !!!!! ah well!!!i am happy!! but i am still single so thats a bummer!! lol bye bye all!!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i am depressed nothing more to say no more to live argh bye *kisses* someone write something im so down i need help xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

im having one of those day's were one minuet you feel fine and then the next you feel liek absolute shit well todays one of those days Gareth and Kriszztina are no longer an item yey thank god it was really beginnignt to get annoying i mena i know g/f anf b/f are ment to kiss but alll day everyday naha thats just sick, well i did it again last ( Read more... )

I am off to see pLacebo in 7 hours im at school typing up my Germand coursework and seeming though i dont finish school until 3:05 and i got 2 get home change and out of the door by 4pm i wont have time to update sooner. Well this courseworks looking ok and im really pround, Rob's knackered and isn't talking much at all ah well he'll come round ( Read more... )

loads has happened sincei posted last and loads that i haven't told you so im just going to start from the beginning.... Ifell out with one off my supposed best friends only to find i'd been living in a box for the past 2 years and by this time id made one of the best mates EVER !! rob and i told him everythign about me more than i ever wanted or ( Read more... )

well after my post yesterday i started shouting at Gareth and then he spat in my hair how sad my Mum was ready to go up to his house and give him a load of stick but hey its my birhtday and i'm 15.... Yey got a well cool card of my best mate it was 4 a seven year old and it sed inside 'glad to know that you've finally matured and reached the age of ( Read more... )

well i'v ejust found out that my mate shagged my best mate in my sisters bed i'm sure you all wanted to know but i'm just soooo angry its unbelieveable i mean come on that's sick really sick ( Read more... )

no idea why im posting another one I just felt like it lol wel heya again im listening to PLACEBO 'JACQUI' yey!!!!! oooo Nancy Boy now!!!!! I wonderif it's normal to grow out of your friends i have...many of them!! love ya all hunni's xxx