I looked online today to get my official time from the 5K, and to my shock and surprise, they listed me with a finishing time of 35+ minutes. LIES! I came in at 29:28. Not a great time, but still under half an hour. What the fuck? They even used an offical time clock for shit's sake. I looked right at it AND AT MY WATCH when I crossed the finish ( Read more... )

I so want a T-Mobile sidekick. One that plugs right into a vein ( Read more... )

This morning I had my initial background interview. It was TWO HOURS LONG, but it went well. I got fingerprinted, and if things go smoothly,I might be at the academy by August ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my initial background interview for CHP, and although I'm glad it's finally here, I'm apprehensive. I'll be so glad to get it over with so I don't have to keep talking about my past mistakes.

Awesome show. So tired. Unable to type whole sentences. Fragments only ( Read more... )

Today someone from Sunhill apartments called me. After EIGHT MONTHS of the silent treatment - not a word - today they call me. What's done is done, and I really don't feel obligated to return their call. I am still undecided as to whether I'll call them. Maybe I will just to be civil. I guess I'll sleep on it ( Read more... )

I feel I haven't updated in forever, and I want to write, but sleep sings its siren song, and I am unable to resist. I'm so tired, and not just physically, but mentally and emotionally as well ( Read more... )

I just keep spiralling down. I wanted to drink, I wanted to run. I did both and did a hash run. (For those of you who haven't heard of hashing, a hash club is a drinking club with a running problem...think long, confusing runs with booze checkpoints every mile or so...disorienting, but fun ( Read more... )

If all my hope is bleeding out of me, so too is my patience, my ability to abide the things that piss me off, bring me down. Don't care? FUCK YOU. Click here to see ( down in it. )

Who wants to be bored by my confessional blogging? Ok, ( Raise your hands, please. )