pictures of me, be excited.

[i_am_heidi]

I gave up and downloaded semagic to see if I could get it to work this way, since I have been trying for an hour to put pictures behind a cut with regular html codes and apparently I suck ass at html

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[rawbery79]

Not too bad!

[i_am_heidi]

Thanks. I think. Ha. I'm so weird with compliments. Like part of me is like, oh she said that because the pictures are pretty, but she doesn't know you well enough to be like "ohhhh, pretty" and the other part of me is like she said that because she wanted to comment but didn't want to be like "get yer ugly mug off the internets, you're ruining my friends page with your uglyness."

Man, I act so confident in person yet I am so insecure. I think I am so ugly. Like beyond regular ugly, like super ugly. It's weird.

[rawbery79]

No, I meant it. I just didn't have a better compliment because it was early in the morning. I think you look very nice!

I'm not great with compliments either...

[i_am_heidi]

I have a very hard time believing compliments because of how I see myself.

J says that there is this song by a country singer that was written for me. I found the song, here is a link to the lyrics if you want to look at them. http://www.cowboylyrics.com/lyrics/kershaw-sammy/she-dont-know-shes-beautiful-6693.html

It's super sweet, I just don't see it.

[i_am_heidi]

Thanks :) I feel super ugly all the time and how I look in these is generally how I look most of the time, unless I have my hair pulled back. I irritate my best friend and John all the time because I'm constantly like "do you think I'm ugly", and it's kinda funny because my best friend looks like my sister. Everywhere we go people ask us if we are sisters, so I wonder if she thinks I think she's ugly because I think I'm ugly, because we look alike. You know. And I don't think she's ugly at all, she's actually quite beautiful, so I don't know why I don't see that in me.

It's like every girls dream to be naturally beautiful, I wish that I had that. The only part of me that I really dig are my eyes because they are rad and my hair, I freaking love my hair.

oh yeah, I'm going to snag your icon too, because I loves it. It's time for a change in icons for me, plus I love guys with tattoos and guitars. Swoon. Patrick from FOB is going to be my husband one day.

[i_am_heidi]

Yes, I love them. :)

Good luck with the skin thing going on right now. I don wear any powder or foundation or anything because it makes my skin feel gross. Did you recently start a new medication or birth control or something that could be causing it?

[x_mass]

look your deeply cute, you always have been, and I would have made advances before if well i've been assuming your str8...

[i_am_heidi]

Thank you :) Yeah, I am most definitely straight, but thank you very much for the compliment. I don't usually handle compliments well, because I feel that I am really ugly, like stand out in a crowd ugly. It's crazy I know.

[jmtkalcich]

I love your photos. You have the best photographer. So sexy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[i_am_heidi]

I do have an awesome photographer, do you want his number so he can take some pictures of you too? And you have to say you love my photos, it's in the rules.

[freydis]

Gorgeous!

[i_am_heidi]

Awww, thank you. I honestly think that is the first time anyone has ever said that about me. I always get that I'm cute, which is so girl next door you know.

I honestly think that I am super ugly though, like I cringe when I look at myself in the mirror. I have amazing confidence though so I can make it seem that I'm not that down on myself, but really I am.

The only thing I really like about my looks are my eyes because they are pretty rad and I love my hair. Like really love my hair, it grows super fast and does whatever I want it to. The only complaint I have about it is that it is super fine and super slick, so it will slip out of clips and stuff.

But thank you so much again :)