Comments | i_am_it_: "Either you're a part of the problem, or you're a part of the solution" -J5

i_am_it_

"Either you're a part of the problem, or you're a part of the solution" -J5

Jan 30, 2006 20:06

Im sitting here, in my room, in the dark, and I can feel the tears slowly rolling down my cheeks. I dont get it. I do nothing but understand. Im there for people. Im a great friend. Im a great girlfriend. Why cant I just get the same in return? I feel like Marcella Gauthier-Bosch. "Its a lot easier to be tough when you cant be reached". I dont ( Read more... )

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skinlike_butter January 31 2006, 02:48:52 UTC

that first paragraph is excatly how i feel, are u an aquariuss?

fuck that ladygodiva112 January 31 2006, 04:59:34 UTC

"I dont need to keep people close, just close enough to make sure they are giving me exactly what I want."
And you wonder why your friendships don't last? You clearly don't need any friends anyways right? Cause thats how your making people who want to be close to you feel. I'm sad that you don't care if you have me as a friend or not. Stop blaming other people for your lack of support cause your the only one who is pushing people away.

Re: fuck that i_am_it_ January 31 2006, 06:07:10 UTC

Well im not going to sit here and defend how I feel about this issue with me and friends, because regardless of what you say I am still led to believe that people dont care as much as I'd like them to. People care to a certain degree and then it gets to a point where caring takes too much of an effort and they stop, unless they are getting something substantial in return. And I think you are misinterpreting this entire thing anyway, because none of what I wrote even has anything to do with you. Also, the "issue" between us is not that I dont care if i have you as a friend or not, which i do and im sorry you feel that way. Maybe I feel like I don't need friends for a reason. Ever care to ask that question?

Re: fuck that i_wanna_album January 31 2006, 23:12:16 UTC

People care to a certain degree and then it gets to a point where caring takes too much of an effort and they stop

no no chacha!!!!! youve got it all wrong!

please stop this before its too late! i may not be around anymore but you gotta hold on to something!

thats not true come on now. people stop caring when they feel nothing in return!!!

i_wanna_album January 31 2006, 23:09:22 UTC

I've never really had a best friend that lasted more than a year or two. I dont need these things.

ouch...

words havent changed much i guess...

i_am_it_ February 1 2006, 03:29:37 UTC

Its funny that u responded to this because I was thinking A LOT about you today (must be that good ol' ESP lol) and about how much we are alike and about how much i miss you and I miss your presence in my life. I really love you no matter what happens between us. And I will always always ALWAYSS be here for you. I think you really are my sister. I feel like there's a connection between us that is still strong...like we understand each other even despite the shit we've been through and what not. I dont know If you feel the same way, but I just wanted to tell you that. I dunno...well, queila I hope ur doing well. And i miss you.

<3 Qualicia