something about the sexy italian man in vicky christina barcelona reminds me of keith.
maybe it's his eyes. or the fact that he talks about making love constantly.
at any rate, watching that movie... i thought about him for two hours.
something was missing with the two of us.
it certainly wasn't passion, that's what made it so dangerous.
there really ( Read more... )

i usually have too much to say, there are so many things on my mind at once. and i'll talk in circles till i've expressed them all, or have realized the point i'm trying to reach.
if i sounded like a song, or a song sounded like how i feel... it'd be this one.
i couldn't say it any better.

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some girls seek a man with a nice car and a real job,
a man who can provide a sense of security.
others like buzz cuts and tribal tattoos...

i have a thing for tortured souls.

You're chatting to me like we connect
But I don't even know if we're still friends.
It's so confusing, understanding you is making me not want to do
The things that I know I should do.
But I trip fast and then I lose,
And I hate looking like a fool.

I just want your kiss, boy.

The lights are on and someone's home,
But I'm not sure if they're alone.
There's ( Read more... )

this is pouring rain, this is paralyzed.
just listen to #9 on our bedtime cd.
because i have no real words for this.
i don't want to talk about it anymore,
i hate when it comes up in conversation,
and that i feel like everytime i see you,
it feels awkward at first because there's a chance
we're going to have a serious discussion that ultimately will get ( Read more... )

what a beautiful face i have found in this place that is circling all round the sun
and when we meet on a cloud i'll be laughing aloud, i'll be laughing at everyone i see.
my favorite person in the world left this earth on august 1, 2009.
he was eighty years old.
he taught me how to swim. and to ride a bike.
and he flew all the way to idaho to teach me ( Read more... )

well, the outsiders sure had it right.
nothing gold can stay, pony boy.
i crave that this void be filled so badly,
i choose to ignore what's really happening
and only see what i need to see
in order to make my hopes a reality.
and when the delusion doesn't survive,
it doesn't hurt. 
at least not like it would were it real.

i'm not mad at you.
and i must be ( Read more... )

this week has been absolutely wonderful.
i forgot what it felt like to be so consistently happy.

i'll always be happy to kiss you, promise i'll never get sad.

tuesday( ... )

last night i went on a real date ( Read more... )

this is driving me fucking crazy.

stay gone. stay away. stay out of my life.
i swear to god if you do this to me again i'll fucking kill you.

i watched PS I LOVE YOU last night and cried the entire movie.
all i want is to be loved like i'm the only girl in the world.

i miss being in love. real love.