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i need to feel that rush.
the butterflies, flapping around and shit.

i miss it.
but who to do this with?

please, for all future friends:

don't be a heroin-addict, fuck up, who uses me when they feel like it and then decide that somehow you are better than me. also, no bipolars or insane people.

thank you, that is all.

bye mom.
it was nice spending my first 10 years of life with you.
but now yr just a mean, cold hearted person.
i don't want to love you anymore.
i'm gonna try so hard not to.

i had a pretty good time at work today :)
well at ups.
i work with soo many guy :) hahaha.
i'm terrible.

soooo....boys confuse me.
i liked tonight....but not as much as i thought i would.
but it was cute.
ian is cute.
tomorrow, lauren and i are going to see shutter with him

=]

perhaps this week is turning out for the better and my lame complaining was in vain.

<3

mike_is always on my mind. haaaaaa.

i feel like a fucking failure ( Read more... )