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guilt.
Sometimes we're not guilty for things we have done, but rather for the things we have. Things that were given to us that we have no choice over. I have days where I am so unhappy with how I am, and then see someone who has much less. It rips at me for so many reasons. Not only am I deeming them as having less which makes me feel like a jerk, ( Read more... ) -
mean people
After a horrible day (it's finals week.... everyday until it's over is horrible), I was walking back to my dorm talking on my phone. I don't talk any louder than in my normal voice on the phone, because I don't feel that anyone else would want to hear what I'm saying anyway. Regardless, a group of 3 guys walked passed me, and as they did, one ( Read more... ) -
why am i in school? (new song)
Gonna give it all up,
I'd trade in my suit if I had one
No more grunting along,
I'm gonna do math for my own fun
And I'd - stay - at - home - to make PIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
forever.
Just think of PIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
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no apologies for lost time....
Some days I can't believe we made it. Out of the womb. Out of infancy. Out of diapers. Out of tire swings. Out of gym class. Out of tie-dye. Out of insecurity (for the most part). Out of cliques. Out of our parent's houses. Out of our minds ( Read more... ) -
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and wow, i really did miss reading everyone's journals. you all are wonderful..... -
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i've been terribly happy lately... and thus not emo enough to write in here. but slowly slowly, i do want to start again. it's nice having this journal so i don't forget things. and to see how i'm trying to grow up. -
some moments
Last night I forgot where I was for a moment, who I was, what makes me happy even. I was just blank. What brought me back was the feeling that someone was staring at me. Turns out, a guy was staring at me because I was standing in the middle of the street at midnight looking up at my window, not paying attention to whether or not any cars were ( Read more... ) -
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wow. for the first time in a long time my wallet is tight. granted, i paid back my study abroad stuff and then some (not including the actual loans i took out), couldn't work last summer cuz of my back and paid for june AND july's rent at once, all without having really started my job yet. *Le sigh* this is weird. and suffice to say, i'm a tad ( Read more... ) -
Finals Week
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