issues issues issues, im in love w/ this wonder guy, I don't want to but i am. I don't know what to do. I want to be w/ him so bad...I don't want to hurt ne more...let alone hurt ppl. I am sorry to those I hurt and I am sorry to those I can't help...i don't care if ne1 comments nemore.

Yes....again, I am very bored and I am very angry....I don't like it. I wish I wasn't upset about life and how it is turning out for me. But yea, I don't know what to do....if ne1 could give me advice...pls do...

I love you ryan, and I thank you for what you have done. James, just in case u r wondering, yea hehe, we are friends. we both just can't get rid of eachother, it would destroy me and kill him...so, i ask u....do u feel lucky??? well u better. =D lucky we both have ryan as a friend. I have to make sure u put aside what u dislike about ryan b/c ( Read more... )

I just don't care anymore, I dunno why. But if things happen, I guess im gonna follow ryan's point of veiw, it happens for a reason. James is stuck home for a reason, to test our relationship (i think) My sister is a bitch to me when james isn't around, i dunno y. Ryan doesn't have time anymore, to get farther in his life and so he doesn't have ( Read more... )

WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yea, I had the best thing happen to me today, NOTHING and I mean NOTHING can change that! I was in sooo much trouble for money purposes and now I am all BACK IN ORDER BABY! and I would have to send a special thanx to James and Ryan for puting up with me for the time being. Especially James because he is ALWAYS there ( Read more... )

yea, bad times are among me. Sadly enough as it is, James can't be at my house because of his car. And something bad happened really bad last night...I hate it. Ryan almost really wanted to dump me as a friend completely, but we hung out and I think he changed his mind. I love him dearly and I don't want to ever let him go. I miss James ( Read more... )

yea......james away message says hes practically sleeping....i don't get it. he said he would be at my house by 9 9:30.....its almost 10.....er...ga? o wells...i had tanya sleep over last night cuz i took her senior pictures....i also cut her hair...its was cool. yea. im gonna go, i have to call james and see whats goin on....COMMENT!

hehehe im at school and i can update....hehehe im so naaaauuuughty! o well, it doesn't matter, mr pennimen said i can go newhere the computer allows me to so i guess i would try here and wouldn't ya know! lol....yea, today we were supposed to work on the house, but the rain postponed us. tomorrow we will....soooooo good! lol james! ur rubbing off ( Read more... )

weird title, but i just needed one. yup....james' mom came home from the hospital today. I feel bad for her b/c she's so dizzy. But other than that im good....tomorrow i hope i can go see thorn. that would be cool. i could help him with candles, wands or staffs. maybe even learn how to breed beta fish. if not those, im gonna try and learn ( Read more... )

W00T!! I am all outa sress!!!! I am soooo HAPPY ish ness....yea, lol wow....2:30 in the morning and playing DDR is cool...keeps me up lol. I don't really care if ne thing happens right now. I am on the pill and I have the greatest b/f in the world!!! Life couldn't get ne better....wait, yea it could....I could hang out w/ ryan and ryan and i ( Read more... )