now if i were to say i didn't want to be friends w/ all my friends right now i would lose everything i have...especially sum1 VERY im portant to me. James is a great guy, he's everything i want in a guy and if ne1 tried to keep me from him.....er lol. HAHA i cut myself yesterday....NO! not w/ a rasor....lol i was cutting hair....i was snipping ( Read more... )

I have been caught up in my own lil life to keep me from thinking, so don't think I ignored all my one fan! :-P i dunno...I miss all the fun I had w/ ryan, and I haven't seen James in a long time and that's upsetting too. But yea, I got a new job, babysitting these 2 kids....adorable! one is 3 and the other is 6...the 3 year old has convultions ( Read more... )

Everything is going good w/ my life right now.  Ryan is cheering up and I am sooo happy i have a GREAT guy to keep me company....no offense if ur reading ryan. :-) Well yea, my b-day party is soon....2 days to be exact....well 1....lol its saturday already.  If there was one thing I could change in my life right now, the only thing I would change ( Read more... )

HIYA!! been a while.....yup...Maine was great...didn't get burnt one bit and I got to use the phone every night to talk to sum1 great!................I dunno.....I guess I don't have ne fans b/c i checked everything and it it was ALL the same! ****crawls in the corner and dies slowly****

another day passed another day closer to my 16th b-day party!! w00t w00t! im gettng bunch o ppl to come....lemme count....5 so far! this is more than last year....ppl like to show me up alot...but i can't WAIT to g to maine w/ ryan and my family! if u guys wanna wsh me a happy b-day b4 i get back...my b-day is the 13th....woo!!! im really hyper ( Read more... )

yup, not much going on....myNEW  birthday is in 10 days and im going to maine in 6 so i won't be able to update for a long time....don't miss me too much, i don't wanna dissapoint my "fans" (yea right.....fans...not like ne1 reads this thing)...O WELL....christmas colors are in the air.......................................... i need a life....i ( Read more... )

DARK QUESTIONING

I sence a presance in the midst of the darkness that surrounds my body.  Somehow I know it's you.  I cannot see anything, so I search with my smooth hands.  I'm almost sure I've been here before.  What sets off this feeling?  The sound of your breath comes through the barrier of silence and I continue to feel for somthing more ( Read more... )

yes, i know, the spunky me got grounded....sad i know...BUT! today...i went to the most amazing show in the world....MONSTER JAAAAM! w00t! w00t! i know, i was all like.....WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! DIGGER DIGGER DIGGER DIGGER!!! cuz gravedigger is like......soooooooooooooo cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i also got my b-day gift! (my b-day is in 13 days) ( Read more... )

yup, its been a while, but i would have updated if my sister doesn't spend 3 hrs online every morning! o well, not much i can do, unless i hit her, but then I would get in trouble....so yea....nothin much to write about...i wanna try and get sum music to this journal thingy....ill try later

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