I love life so much right now. I'm happy, I'm sad, I'm tired, I'm crashing, I'm Jewish, I'm loved, I'm /in/ love (yes, Mathgirl, in love. And yes, I know it. Read on, dear, read on...), I'm just extatic to be ALIVE
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I hadn't eaten since noon. I wasn't hungry. I figured it was probably bad for me, so a little while ago (maybe something like twenty minutes, at around twenty of nine or so) I had dinner. Now my stomach hurts. And I am head-over-heels. So much. He's amazing. And yet he never will love me back, I don't think. The best feeling, and the worst,
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I need sleep. I'm so exhausted. So much work. Not enough sleep. Need restoration of energy...not fully comprehending NSL seminar reading because of lack of energy...good thing it's not due til Friday...I need to study for my Italian formative...crap. I hate having this much work. But I suppose to a certain extent it is necessary. I am beginning to
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I have an oddly shaped face. And hair that is much too curly and unruly for its own good. But that is beside the point, which is that I can't draw. Stupid still life on a chair...can't get the damn knitting needles to lie straight, or even mildly resemble knitting needles. And the goblet seems too topheavy. But I will have to fix all that, now won'
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I like to smile. Because smiling makes me giddy. I have decided that I am not utter crap. This makes me slightly more normal. I don't like normal, but who cares? I am what I is, and I is what I am. (Do not comment on the horrible grammatical structure of the previous sentence, I know and acknowledge it, and try very hard to keep myself from letting
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