FRIENDS LOCKED.

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I have spent far too much time listening to my body's WANTS, and not my body's NEEDS.

Being unemployed and with my roommate out of town for three weeks, I have way too much time for introspection.

I am so ridiculously jealous of everyone around me. It seems as though all of my friends have had, or still have, long and meaningful relationships that aren't constant melodrama.

I don't know what it is, but I'm just so bored with everyone I meet, everyone I've dated, for so long. It's not that I'm so interesting myself, I know that ( Read more... )

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"I thought it would be easy, lying in the tub and seeing the redness flower from my wrists, flush after flush through the clear water, till I sank into sleep under a surface gaudy as poppies."

I can't get it out of my head.

I miss you.

My MUST list for relationships ( Read more... )

I've come to realize that the only motivating force in my life thus far has been me trying to make other people happy. Fuck that. I'm so sick of giving my heart and soul and body to people who don't appreciate me or love me as much as I can love them ( Read more... )

All I want is to be a success story.

Look at her, powerful and strong, rose above everything they could throw at her, she made it.

It's getting more and more difficult to see myself at the end of the tunnel.

I'm just so tired.