yeah, so i've decided that this livejournal thing isn't worth keeping up (not that i do that well of a job). But I mean, really, what is the point of writing all your thoughts and how you feel somewhere everyone can read about it and then not give a shit. So, i'm going back to the old fashioned way of journaling....in an actual journal, by hand, ( Read more... )

went bowling last night. lost every time, i guess i'm a little rusty. saw the grudge. i hate scary movies. i got a job a target. yay. thought i was over him. but i guess it's not that easy. brittany and him touch way too much. so maybe it's just jealousy. which sucks cuz i hate being like that. i really hate life right now.

Took the PSAT on saturday. It was kinda harder than I thought it woulld be. It reminded me of how I have no idea what I am going to be doing after senior year...and that scares me. Ugh...the stupid mark your religion thing...I just saw Luthren so that's what I put, but not even that was right. "We sacrifice lambs" "don't...LOVE GOD" I don't know if ( Read more... )

The Garden State cd is the soundtrack to my life ( Read more... )

I drink good coffee every morning comes from a place thats far away and when i'm done i feel like talking without you here there is less to say I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy what is closer to the truth but if I lived til I was 102 I just don't think I'll ever get over you no longer moved to drink strong whiskey ( Read more... )

Thursday night....man did was it screwed up at first. I was ready to kill some people...I won't give any names. But it all worked out and I hope you get your I-pod Jeff.

Today was boring...I got home late last night slash early this morning and it wasn't worth it because I prolly could have left way earlier since no one cared. Whatever. I think it ( Read more... )

So last night...after waiting FOREVER...Alex finally picked me up and we went to Oasis Cafe in Tempe. They have hooka there but you have to be 18 and Alex's friend Josh forgot his ID so he had to drive back to alex's house and get it so we could get some hooka. I think it smells a lot better than it tastes. But maybe its just me, cuz the after ( Read more... )

in spirit of the best month ever and of course...halloween....

It's the end of september...and I am having a candy cane.