Raging against the dimming of an overhead flourescent light.

[i_bleed_koolaid]

February is, has always been, and now will forever be the worst month of the year. Thank you predisposition and pessimism. Or maybe fate and hormones? Who knows. Maybe I should start grinding the answer up and snorting it with hundred-dollar bills every morning

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[tsuki_oni]

solitary confinement within our own minds at best tapping out a few desperate knocks on the prison wall before we remember we don't really know morse code and that was only in some dream we had or is this the dream and we are all alone never to know another's mind or hardly for a second even our own.

my birthday is in 10 days. i like february.

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[i_bleed_koolaid]

I always knew I should have learned Morse Code when I was younger.

Happy Early Birthday! Yay!

I hate you too...

[betterinthedark]

When I was small, February was the hardest month to pronounce. But now that I'm large, it's a month I can't comprehend.

"I'm tired of never knowing and of never being known." I fully agree my Hara...

But I love you so!

[i_bleed_koolaid]

I could never spell February. It has that stupid extra "r" in it. And too many insignificant holidays. And a horrible pinkish time to it.

Doesn't February always make you think of the color red? Or pink?

<3

I miss you already!

Cara light. of my life.

[sub__rosa]

I know that this goes against the whole idea of this post BUT.

i love the way this sounds. the way it explains. and the way it feels. "I hate this faded copy-machine gleam"

And I hope you know that i know that you know, you know, that i know you know!

and theres other things that i want to say but i cant say them verbally. so ill wait cause i hope there will always be a later between us.

Re: Cara light. of my life.

[escreecho]

word!

aaand... well, yes.. this month has always sucked for me too. I say we burn down february and replace it with febuary...

Re: Cara light. of my life.

[i_bleed_koolaid]

I'm so down with that.

I've always liked febuary more. It sounds so much ...cuter. Or something.

Jeff. Darling. Light of my Life!!!!!

[i_bleed_koolaid]

If I didn't know that you know that I know that you know I know before, than I know it now.

(Was that right? I'm lost.)

The only good thing about verbalizing is that it sounds/looks/tastes cool. Other than that, sometimes I think that all words do is tell one half-truth after another...but I guess that's another story.

And you should know by now that I'll always wait for a later for you, beautiful.

Keep sticking it to the Man, amigo, and keep rocking out in the semi-free world.

[reachingforher]

I hate single awareness day.

Saturday I plan on being asleep, unless by some god damned miracle I have a reason to enjoy that day.

I hate seeing eye to eye with 'friends' only to realize they are the types of people I would rather spend a lot more time with, than look for something relatively similar in hope of a connection.

I hate the word platonic.

I hate seeing 'love' abused.

I hate the average maturity level of my peers.

I hate what I say about myself.

But I can not hate Cara.

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[i_bleed_koolaid]

Yes you could.

I'm hateable like mad.

Ask anyone.

Happy Get A VD Day.

you're right.

[sushi_i_am]

i don't know you. but the bit that i do know is so amazingly beautiful that i don't know whether to cry or laugh or scream or what.

you are amazing and that is cliché but aren't all words?...you need to read the chapter in as i lay dying called addie...it's the only one with that name and it's about halfway through the book...(if you ahven't read it already)...in the end she talkes about words and i think you will really like what she has to say...and you don't have to read the whole book to get the meaning of her chapter...

anyways...