hey im no longer using this name.

i have a new name....

please add it

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i remember the conversations we use to have. the ones that were all happy. i couldnt help it then. i remember how everything was. it was ok for a couple of days. and when we found ourselfs happy it wasnt so bad after all. those countless nights with you on my bed and how i use to watch you sleep. and how you use to watch me. and how i woke you up ( Read more... )

In the morning when I wake up and I regret all the time I wasted not talking to you.
I'll remind myself that I have nothing and I'll get up and take a shower.

and i mean its the last time only because ill be letting go at 2:23 am. just as the knife slips my hands... so will everything else...

dont ever say anyone will love you more.

and my stars

call ended 00:07:30

I think you finally got what you wanted.
no more fights.
no more making you look stupid ( Read more... )

I just finshed the book less than zero. I think I'm going to rent the movie or something. Even though I didn't get the book till like the ending but thats ok. I learned alot from it. I think its crazy what people did in that book. some of it was kinda disturbing. kinda reminded me of what I wanted to be.

I can't belive after all of this you'd tell me that you'd probably get sick of me. I would never get sick of you. Some do love more then others. It's great to know that all you want is just a close friendship between you and I. Untill I can move out, But if you think you'd get sick of me now. Don't you think you'd get sick of me when were living in ( Read more... )

well today was wonderful...
vanise skiped school and came to my house...
we slept till like 1.
then we fed conor...
she bought me a fish over the weekend.. i love it! its super cute! and super mine! wooo!
well... im just glad to say that i think things might be heading in the right direction..
finally.
i love her.
and coco...
and of course conor.

Hey.. I'm in school vanise and I are suppose to hang out today...
I'm super bored here chilling in full serivce...

so like i found out some shit today... mad cool.

>_< i should have never bothered at all.