you know ( Read more... )

it's too bad that i don't have any.

i just have poseur life.

it's the kind of death that tries to act like life,
but just ends up aping the real thing
and looking like a total douche.

i think a lot of people have that.

the problem lies within the fact that they're okay with it.

the world really needs more color.

i'm starting to worry that i may be being ( Read more... )

eh ( Read more... )

i've decided today that i will need to start seriously moderating the amount of vulgarity in my speech and behavior. perhaps it wouldn't matter if i was one of those people who didn't care about images and how i am portrayed to other people, but i really am. if i begin to actually carry myself with a little bit of dignity, i will probably be ( Read more... )

i'm done beating myself up over ruthie. i've come to accept that i need to watch what i say much more, and i have also realized that what she did to me is no better than what i did to her. both of us got carried away and we said things to other people that were meant to be between us ( Read more... )

if you preach to me and i don't respect you,
i will just pretend to listen to shut you up
and respect you even less.

today was really shitty,
probably because i was a little asshole all day and now i feel bad about it.

deakon's birthday is tomorrow. he wants me to sing for him.

it's like he's the only person i really like talking to anymore.

i enjoy ( Read more... )

i hate the fact that i can't tell people's sexual orientations easily.

i think gay people are straight and straight people are gay and bisexual people are asexual and so on and so forth.

it's aggravating.

i guess in the case of this particular person i'm wondering about, it's really none of my business. sure, i think he's a cool guy, and it'd be ( Read more... )

i spent probably about thirty bucks on my own enjoyment today and loitered around san marco today.

i know that i go there far too often, but it really is relaxing.

i had originally just intended to get lunch and coffee, but i had noticed that there was a collection of animated shorts playing at the theatre a few hours later.

i was going to go to ( Read more... )

"dans un baiser, l'onde au rivage
dit ses douleurs;
pour consoler la fleur sauvage,
l'aube a des pleurs;
le vent du soir conte sa plainte
aux vieux cypes,
la tourterelle au terebinthe
ses longs regrets.

aux flots dormants, quand tout repose,
hors la douleur,
la lune parle et dit la cause
de sa paleur.
ton dome blanc, sainte sophie,
parle au ciel ( Read more... )

they're supposed to be exciting, right?

nothing fun ever happens on a friday for me.

nothing.

i don't know why, but i'm really pissy today. i guess i'm just sick of life's mundanity. i can't wait for school to get out. i'll be able to relax for several months.

honestly, i'm pretty sick of seeing the people at school. the amount of "the world should ( Read more... )