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There's an emptiness I'm filling with nostalgia and narcissism ( Read more... ) -
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I left town the day I graduted high school. It had been a hard few weeks-- and I needed to be anywhere else. I couldn't handle another summer sitting in the park, chain smoking and talking about the same six people.
So I took a job up North. I was going to be a day nanny. I was staying with my aunt and cousins and had true independence for the ( Read more... ) -
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I just need someone to fall in love with me so I don't have so many leftovers and can afford to move into a three bedroom apartment ( Read more... ) -
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Slow down.
Take your time.
Save money.
Be better at being you.
Read more.
Cook everything from scratch.
Silence is okay.
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Good friends are good.
Good food is good.
Good drinks are good.
Good laughs are good.
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I am one year and four days away from turning thirty years old.
I started this live journal when I was a freshman in college, over a decade ago.
Everything has changed since then, nothing has changed since then. Both things are true.
I'm doing that thing where I ask myself about all of the things I wanted to be by the time I turned thirty.
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Laying here, I just had a memory throw itself at me. Thinking about the humidity.
It's a memory of your front porch. You and I, nineteen years old and out for a smoke after hours of being in your bed. No air conditioning. No fans. It was as eighty degrees and it didn't matter. We reveled in the few moments of breeze that came in the open window ( Read more... ) -
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The air is hot breath on my skin.
Moist and coming in and out, inhale, exhale.
My cigarette smoke hanging thick and clinging.
I feel accomplished and invigorated.
But also like there isn't enough time to hide in myself.
The neighbors are lighting fireworks.
It's mostly just pops and crackles and a short fury of sad sparks falling.
Nothing ( Read more... )