No one's on here anymore and it feels a bit like a ghost town. but I occasionally feel the need to return to gripe about something. I've had a pretty shitty couple of weeks now. First with being sick and now with getting my atrocious paper grades back. I'm trying not to be upset with anyone but myself because in the end it is my fault. However, I ( Read more... )

I think its interesting to watch the slow demise of this site as a place where people actually share information. I have had a livejournal since ninth grade and I find that it has probably been the most faithful journal that I have kept. However, for how much longer it will be useful I do not know. Anyways I just was thinking about that :D

I always think its interesting to edit things but sometimes there are just too many opinions. I feel like I'd rather just have a list statement and then explain in person. its always frustrating because I hate selling myself as and object and I have having to make myself sound unique. I know that there are certain characteristics that I use to get ( Read more... )

I might want to write an essay on feminine equality, the whole separate but equal sort of thing and celebrating the feminine. Though I'm unsure as to why we don't celebrate feminine traits in the same manner that we do masculine ones and why some are necessarily denoted as such...anyways...yeah

I know a lot of things. For serious I'm a smart ass kid but I don't know what to do with that some of the time. My relationship has problems in it that mostly stem from my constant want to be with my SO and so I try to mimic that Idea. I send him e-mails and texts when we're not together. However, I think that he does it differently. He just ( Read more... )

I really need to stop making up dialogue in my head. Its reminiscent of days when I had no SO so fantasy conversations were all the rage. However, now that there is a person like that who exists it feels dangerous to do that and I end up comparing the fake perfect conversations I have in my head to the conversations we have in real life and they ( Read more... )

So I was just thinking about why I was a little sad today that none of my friends (outside of choir ones) came to see my concert today. I think its because I feel like they don't support me in my extra curricular endeavors ( Read more... )

If I could stifle emotion with banality
and keep it so quiet in my closet
things would sound so much better right now
as the drops pitter patter like the keys

Does anyone else feel like sometimes they play up PMS?

like attribute random mood fits to it etc...
cuz sometimes I feel like I do

WASMUN was awesome

I can't wait to do it next year

and I looked smokin' sexy the second day

thats all you need to know