I'm in a bad place.

I've made no new friends in years.
I barely talk to my old friends.
I'm not as over my ex as I thought.
I'm not interested in what I'm doing at uni.
I can't really get worked up about anything.

Crap.

God, I'm so bad at dealing with boredom. Just having one of those days where I seemed to have used up all the things that were keeping me entertained for the last week and now I can't seem to come up with something new.

Don't you just hate it when a girl says that she'd prefer to just be friends and then throws a huge hissy fit whenever you mention there might be someone else you're interested in? It makes perfect sense to me, they're allowed to have a boyfriend and cheat on them with mutilple others, but you're not allowed to even have an interest in someone else ( Read more... )

- Kettle Chips
- Viennese Biscuits
- Cadbury's Dairy Milk Bars
- Organic Pears
- Milk from the Bottle
- Scrubs
- The Foo Fighters
- King of Fighters XI
- Bill Hicks

I have to say that drinking milk out of a cold glass bottle is infinitely superior to drinking it out of a normal glass or carton and I soon found myself chugging it down. Also, I only started ( Read more... )

 I am also saddened as my cat has finally worked out what shadows are and I can't get him to chase them anymore...

 Too many days spent totally alone. Had someone coming over and they went and got sick, the bastard. But yeah, this has left me painfully bored and not a little funny in the head. I have grown eerily distant from my friends it seems. It's an odd kind of distance and a kind of awkwardness on my part. I want someone or someones to talk to and see on ( Read more... )

 Bloody cat has no consideration for my hangovers or for the fact I had a total of 3 hours sleep before he decided it was time to get up. I don't mind him prancing all over my bed and I even payed him some attention when he started meowing but after it was evident I didn't plan on moving overly much the little blighter dived under the covers to ( Read more... )

This is the first time I haven't been able to deal with something on my own.

I'm pretty sure I don't even want to talk about it, I just need somebody to be there.

I'm about 9 hours away from handing in my weeks notice for what is most likely one of the 10 worst jobs it's possible to get in this country and perhaps continent. Mimimum wage is nowhere near enough to compensate for the amount of crap you have to put up with and the sheer amount of work you have to do. One of my shifts nearly caused me to have a ( Read more... )

News! I have several pieces of news.

The first is that since things are going so well, I have decided to put more effort into quitting smoking. I even let Sarah take away my secret stash to be destroyed as my proposed method of slowly burning them didn't go over too well...

The second is that I don't get any discount on tickets for working at Odeon. ( Read more... )