havent updated in a wile.. i guess ill just make a list of the shit that has been going on ( Read more... )

havent updated in a wile.. life is stressfull at the moment. trying to get out and have fun when i can.. but fun just isent in the cards at the moment, ive been trying to make time for people and shit to do but it just isent there. its very occasional.

i got a jobbbbbbbbbbb haha KFC/Taco Bell lol.. o well its money something to do for the time being i guess. umm school is going kinda shitty i dont see myself passing this year.. o well im trying though im getting all my shit caught up .. we have friday off! wooo :-D and thanksgiveing is soon ... im so excited. lol PUMPKIN PIEEEE! weeee lol.. im ( Read more... )

hi

its like life is testing me... or fate is pushing me in every direction it can.. i think theres alot that im suppose to figure out myself although im waiting for things to just fall into place. change is something that ive became friends with complication and self discipline is my new obsticle.for some reason im falling .... and im falling hard.. ( Read more... )

i dont fucking care anymore... life can suck my invisible cock

leaveing virginia was by far the hardest thing i ever had to do... and im pretty sure i regret it ALOT.. i cant stop crying and kicking myself in the ass.... what the fuck was i thinking!?!?! fuck no im not gunna be happy here. someone who actually cares about me and loves me for who i am is waiting 9 months for me.. i feel so selfish and stupid. i ( Read more... )

good good weekend... and month and this whole ive been here

i had my first martini over at manas with chris and johnathan we watched movies and i got a really cool sweater from mana :) yay!. shes so awesome<3 i dyed chris's hair and put streaks in it which was really fun we were up till 5 in the morning doing it and doing mine... came out good... ( Read more... )

well... its been a wile since i updated, i got my liscence and im legal ;) haha, right now im in V.A staying with my cousin have a fucking blast, right now shes in new mexico with her dad and brother because her grandmother died.. but im keeping busy and still haveing the best time, i got a job... cleaning "units" also known as appt's on a military ( Read more... )

wow :-D