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Not depressed, just incredibly frustrated at the hand fate is wont to deal me
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Everything from this day forth is friends only.
I guess I should make "friends only" extra big and "look-at-me-ish", but I don't care that much. I'm done being an open book.
Don't care to explain. Read away at the past entries if it makes you happy. -
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I live in Tallahassee btw -
It's been awhile.
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I just think I found out the meaning of Parabola -
I have no idea why I'm writing right now, I'm listening to Parabola, and I felt inspired.
Like a silk blanket slowly pulled off,
The cold nibbles softly.
Stripped of the comfort of bed, reluctantly open your eyes.
A yawn beckons you back.
But you go on.
Deep inside you, I can feel myself.
Two make one.
Eventually, you push me away and I pull out.
We're two.
Idle fingers,
Wandering eyes.
Everything seems forced.
Tense.
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I get nothing out of life but the inability to be happy I'm alive. -
I'm going to make plans to get this tattooed down the center of my back.
Endure all.
I
Fight to go on,
I
Must find a reason
For every minute of every day
To live,
Reflecting on my path
I sometimes wonder
What fortune
Has taken me here
Whether a blessing or a curse
I find solace in the fact that still
Despite each moment of pain
Each second of complete hopelessness
I still live.
Of course
There is pain
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But you're still alive.
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know -
This email was the eulogy of my relationship with her, I suppose, but I had a glimmer of hope.
I'm not quite sure how to start this, and I know what it'll probably end in. I'm not sure what my purpose is, but I know what I want to say. I'm not sure how you feel about me, but I know that I love you.
Where do I start? The day I almost killed myself, I guess. For two days prior, I couldn't sleep more than a few minutes. I had more dreams than I ( Read more... )