Yesterday Donno and I went and played pool at The Wisco (a punk/metal/biker juke box bar), and did a bunch of jaeger bombs. And jello shots. And drank a bunch of whiskey. And champagne... which is weird, because I usually don't drink that much, but I have been more drinking more frequently recently. Well kind of. Like once a week, but I literally ( Read more... )

"You have to go on and be crazy.
Craziness is like Heaven."

- Jimi Hendrix

I have my acupressure class today. I started it last week. So far I've mainly been focused on opening my third eye, for more intuitive dreams. I feel a connectedness with my dreams that I want to strengthen.

After that I'm hanging out with Donno. I think he wants to smoke a ( Read more... )

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Caroline says
as she gets up off the floor
"Why is it that you beat me?"
It isn't any fun."

Caroline says
as she makes up her eyes
"You ought to learn more about yourself."
Think more than just I."

But she's not afraid to die
all her friends call her "Alaska"
When she takes speed, they laugh and ask her
What is in her mind? What is in her mind?

Caroline says
as ( Read more... )

I hung out with Tai Thursday night. He had a plethora of drugs, like a mini-pharm, so we did a bunch of them.

Popped -  90mg of oxycotin. 4 vicodins. 1 xanax.

Snorted- 2 xanax.

I was sailing through crystal skies. No boundaries. No solid ground.
Just endless oceans of separation.

"Deliver me from reasons why you'd rather cry.
I'd rather fly..."
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cellophane fairies.
rotten milk dolls. dead eyes. dead eyes.

round-about fevers. callous in your head.
Methadone pies. String moon - silk thighs.

Fire
Chars my fingers
Lights my joint
Warms my skin
Colours my nightmares
Soothes the Gods
Heals the soldier
Paints my war face
Sanitizes Needles
Signals to the stars
Teaches me to dance
Laughs more like freedom
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I have been feeling fairly depressed recently, so I decided to journey to the circle of ancient women for guidence.

Journeying is a shamanistic practice, during which you go into a trance through brainwave entrainment (usually using drum beats), journey into the lower, middle, or upper world, and ask for guidence, retreive souls, heal, etc.

So, I ( Read more... )

When I was walking up the stairs
I saw a man who was not there
He was not there again today
Oh how I wish he'd go away

For as long as I can remember there's been ghosts around me.
I can feel them. Hear them. Sometimes I can catch glimpses of them.
I have never felt physically alone. I don't know what it feels like to actually be physically alone.
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I have 4 lust interests at the current moment:

Ace:
Ace is 23 years old and plays drums/lead vocals in a punk rock band. He's my Sex God. When I think of Ace, the word "twitterpated" comes to mind, and I can't help but bite my lip. He's got blue marble eyes, soft skin, divine lips, and he's got a big heart, though he can get a bit cocky at times. I ( Read more... )

My first kiss with Ace:

I kissed him.

I kissed him deep, and slow, and raw.

You know that kiss that you hear about in fairy tales and cheesy romance novels? That kiss that sets off fireworks and alligns planets? That kiss that makes you feel, for that one carnal moment, like God is looking directly at you? It could have melted my bones. I could have ( Read more... )

Interests:
Bohemia. Tom foolery. Puddles. Mud fights. Sunshine. Painting. Love. Loving. Lovers. Giants. Merrymaking. Shinanigans. Dreams. Nightmares. Poetry. Creative Writing. Food. Collecting things. Passion. Odd fashion. Animals. Science. Energy Work. Quantum Physics. Music. Painting. Surrealism. Brainwave entrainment. Art. Philosophy. Museums. ( Read more... )