It's the same fucking thing. I never had Bobby. Never had him. He just played the game like the rest of them. Will I ever be happy? I just don't know. It's so hard every day to live like this.

Sorry that I like to have a drink every now and then. Sorry for thinking you were a better person than that. Sorry for not being perfect. Sorry for not smiling enough. Sorry that I don't see my family enough. Sorry for not being a better friend. Sorry for having fun. Sorry for my bad habits. Sorry for driving too fast with the music too loud in my ( Read more... )

Sorry for not having a kid with a jackass for a father. Or 3. Sorry for getting up everyday and going to work. Sorry for being a nice girl. Sorry for not being high maintence. Sorry for not smoking. Sorry for paying my bills with the money that I EARN. Sorry for not being on welfare. Sorry for having my own place and paying my own rent. Sorry for ( Read more... )

I just myspaced Geoff this message. It came from the heart and I feel a little bit better that I sent it to him so that he might get an idea of where I am coming from ( Read more... )

So just got the 411 about Scott from Manda. I said somethin about Ray findin me a B/F and she said I fucked it up with Scott. She said that when he stayed the night and slept on the couch, aparently he lost interest. For some reason I didn't think he was into fuckin and whatnot. Haha. As far as I've seen, nothin good has ever started that way. But ( Read more... )

i done fucked up big time

i wish i could make things the way they use to be...i miss it a lot

At first I thought that I wanted a ring for chirstmas.
Now, not so much.
I do want a family.

But I dont want the bullshit with him.

I got a kitten last night
He is super cuuuuttteee

Just got back from lunch
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Saw the boys.
THe bronco's price just went up another 500 bucks.
Now 2000 dollars.
But its sooo worth it.

Saw Buggle smile.
Made Buggle laugh.
Had the greatest of the greatest hugs.
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And now my day is going much better.