I realize I haven't posted anything on here in years...I just wanted to let everyone know that I am now playing bass in a band called Sick Guns, and we have a very important show this saturday! I'm sure there are dozens of people on my friends list that for whatever reason (geography, me being a flake, etc) i havent seen in far too long...I'd love ( Read more... )

wow. i truly have no idea where to begin...soo much has happened. i'll work my way backwards ( Read more... )

i should be writing about what has been going on in my life, etc. etc. but since i don't really feel like it at the moment, i'm going to wait a day or so to write what will be my last entry here.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/notafuck_ingain/ <-- add me, and i shall add you.

well this is just the icing on the metaphorical fucking cake ( Read more... )

the only thing keeping me from exploding right now is the feeling that things will improve once i am 18. that is in just over 4 days...i think i can last about that much longer feeling like this before self-destructing.

things better fucking improve soon, anyway.

i need to get out of here. yes, "here".

i'm so pissed off about my road test, i cant put it in words.

i guess i'm writing in here again.

fuck. someone just im'd me, and of course i accidentally hit "do not accept" or whateverthefuck before i got the chance to see what it was. so if youre reading this, please try again.

ughhh i feel like either taking a 3 week long nap, or going out and finding things to break into tiny pieces. i should get some sleeping pills or something.

i just got the sudden urge to take my cell phone and watch it shatter on the floor...as i turned away from it, glancing at every object in my room gave me the urge to destroy it ( Read more... )

i was just rejected from taking my road test.

i had no doubts whatsoever that i was going to pass it, but i didn't even get the chance. my mom's registration was expired.

someone please get me drunk and/or high tonight...or if you really cant, just call me with some other plan. but call me, regardless ( Read more... )

is it a good thing that i just watched "adaptation" and felt as if i completely related to the protagonist?

i think not..

though it is a good movie.

if someone has found my life anywhere, i seem to have misplaced it. let me know, thanks.

((this one was written by request...you know who you are, War.))