subject

[i_hate_journals]

I need to write some shit somewhere, and I dont think anyone reads this anymore, so if you do, Im sorry. did you ever wish things had turned out differently? I am so lost on what to think right now. I feel like I am a completely different person than I was 6 months ago. I feel like I am being forced to change who I am. I just finished watching a

Comments

[sakopoo2002]

I still read this.

Dude I'm sure you haven't changed in the past 6 months. (even though I haven't seen you.) You've always been an asshole, and that is why you are loved.

You can only change if you want to.

it's me

[anonymous]

did you ever stop to think that i had invested those feelings, too? did you ever stop to think about all the things you've done to me and the damage that can't ever be fixed? i loved you so much... and all i got out of this in the end was a completely shattered heart and a fear of any other person that i might become close with. as far as me hating you, it was one thing for you to fuck around with other girls while we were together, but i can't believe you would fuck around with somone who was supposed to be my friend. i can't believe that you would tell me how much you miss me at the same time that you were fucking some girl you met on the internet. and i can't believe that you would be so proud of giving her something for sweetest day, when the only thing i got from you for any holiday was being cheated on (minus the roses this last v-day, which btw i still have). that's the one thing that really sets me over the edge, is that you had the nerve to get involved with my friend. you can't act like you are such an innocent victim, i

Re: it's me

[i_hate_journals]

if you really ever wanted to talk to me again, you wouldnt have blocked my screen name

[anonymous]

i can't believe you fucked her!