so here I am once again, sittin on my ass in groton, ct. not a whole lot is new. I go out to sea on friday. I am talking to a new girl, which is weird because I havent done that in a while, you know, like not just sex. its a little weird, because shes 5'11", and almost 3 years older than me, but it dont really bother me. somehow, sometimes when we ( Read more... )

So here we go again. its october, and I apparently am a slut again. thats what I hear anyways. I think I might look a little older than I used to, because girls seem to be taking more of a liking to me recently. thats always good. I went to new paltz, ny last weekend and did some awesome rock climbing and cave exploring. fun little party town, too ( Read more... )

So you, and yes, you know who you are, I want to thank you. I want to thank you for making me realize what I want, and especially what I dont want. without the past month and a half, I would still be the same person I was before that, but thanks to you, I can see now my shortcomings, and I can fix them. We will never have what I once thought I ( Read more... )

so here I go again on my own....goin down the only road Ive ever known. so I have internet again, so thats nice. ct is treatin me like shit (ct means connecticut, not cement truck) I havent talked to anyone except nicole in a really long time. oh well. I guess I have everyones phone number, and if people felt like talking to me too, they have mine ( Read more... )

so Im still in connecticut. I just spent my first two weeks out at sea. went to rota, spain. it was cool. lots of underage prostitutes there, not that Im into that kinda thing. I have recently realized though that Im completely obsessed with sex, and I kinda blame lindsey for that. she made me that way, even though we never did it, well, especially ( Read more... )

for once, Im gonna put a happy entry in here. Im done with navy school finally (almost 2 years later). I leave ny next friday, I might be home for a couple days, but Im driving across the country. then I go to my sub, where Ill be going to europe a lot probably, drinking a lot. but Im goin to vegas and shit instead of coming home. theres not many ( Read more... )

I need to write some shit somewhere, and I dont think anyone reads this anymore, so if you do, Im sorry. did you ever wish things had turned out differently? I am so lost on what to think right now. I feel like I am a completely different person than I was 6 months ago. I feel like I am being forced to change who I am. I just finished watching a ( Read more... )

so 2 more days until I get to leave this place. I need a damn break from this school. I think theyre making this last week really stressful just so we'll really enjoy our leave. I mean come on, two tests in one week?? so yeah, that means I have an ETMO test tomorrow. electricity is not fun stuff. in fact, I would say I was never more glad with a ( Read more... )

so things are starting to get easier with the whole lindsey thing. I figure its about time I stopped sitting in my room all night on weekdays and all day on weekends. The only thing I do anymore is go see movies. with that in mind, I will give you the Patrick Snay movie ratings. These are movies Ive seen in the past week or two, either in the ( Read more... )

so Im sitting here doing laundry. doing laundry sucks, because youre forced to just sit and do nothing for a couple hours. it makes you think about shit more, which I really dont like doing. my mind is filled with nuclear power bullshit, on top of all the other bullshit. I have a physics test tuesday, which wont be very much fun. I might not be ( Read more... )