I refuse all gifts, I don't like the holiday and just don't want to deal with it ( Read more... )

my contract job will turn permanent on september 22nd.

I are happy kerry.

I have a job, I have a cute girlfriend... and I have been hit with the 1.2.3 not it stick....

Sigh soon RIP Mondrack, you were one of the weirdest vampire characters I have ever had.

stupid knight commander job.

Still unemployed, and was denied benefits. meh ( Read more... )

To put it bluntly, I have stopped caring about what others think now, I have decided to just worry about myself and not worry about those around me. I had to have a serious conversation with someone and it went well.

Step one complete.

Can't sleep, feel miserable and lonely...

I should be used to being rejected I had to deal with it all my life but I just want the pain to end... almost any way possible now.

It's nothing, it's so normal ( Read more... )

still jobless, still feeling absolutely anti-social, still driving myself further down the rabbit hole, meh.

Just when I have been feeling good one phone call helps me fall right back down.

I seriously hate and wish death to my mother

weee going down the path of the emo....

Not happy, not having fun,

yay angst