my valentine's day/anniversary went...ok. i guess. saturday and sunday was better seeing how that's when i actually got to spend it with erik. he got me a prettiful ring and roses. awww! i got him a mm hoody and poster and a teeshirt that says "i want you to go to hell" tee heeeeeee
somehow, in the back of my mind...i falter. i lose my sanity in clumps. i can feel myself draining with every breath that i take. my fears consume me, making each breath almost painful. almost, but not quite.