omit everything that i have ever said.

time has been moving fast, but i've only been able to grab a glimpse. i swear, nearly everyday this week i have had the fear of erik breaking up with me. almost as if i can feel it coming on. i am so thankful that he doesn't get fed up we me and go ahead and do it. i'm always so happy when i hang up the phone and i'm still with him. distance makes ( Read more... )

*sighs* i seriously thought that i had gotten over these jitters. when i had to go through all of the shit that i did with holly, i was so...alone. i get very uncomfertable when people come to me desperate. like about cutting and killing themselves. or...i don't even know. i never know what to say. i always feel like i am making matters worse. the ( Read more... )

oi, just...fucking oi ( Read more... )

bah ( Read more... )

*sighs* Am I the only one who believes that you can abuse the most glorious three words ever said. "I Love You" To me, saying it too much can lead to a gap between the words and then the actual feeling ( Read more... )

One day, in the not so distant future, we will no longer have our pinkie or pinkie toes. We will also be compleatly bald. Isn't that tragic ( Read more... )