things have taken a change for the worse. thanks god for picking on me.

so i met a REALLY great guy last night. he's uterlly awesome. he's respectful, has a job, pays for everything himself, loves his momma to death, cuddly, and gots some great lips. mm...drive me crazy. last night me, gregg, nikki, kiesha, and heather met kevin, jessie, and keith at a skate park for jessie's brother's concert. we all sat outside for ( Read more... )

im sick and im upset. go figure. i dont even have a voice. oh joy. im hungry. and stuff...scene

im friendless again...well except for gregg...i miss him. i really do. i want sam back...right now i don't want anything to do with anything. i just want to sit at home and mope and cry...i want a friend to talk to. i want to be able to see a girl and hang out with them. ive been begging god to help me but i feel no comfort i need prayer and i need ( Read more... )

things are so hard right now. its hard to laugh. its hard to smile. its hard. i want him back. things will never be the same w/o him. i love sam. i love him so much. im going to do anything to get him back into my life.

it went absolutely amazing. i had a flat out amazing day with sam. not once did we disagree on anything. it just goes to show that when me and sam just communicate and talk...we're amazing together. its great. gregg was there to join the fun. went and saw a play at berkmar. wasn't bad. boring. but still all around pretty ok. its all good. tomorrow ( Read more... )

so apparently everyone hates everyone else now? huh...good fun. suddenly life becomes the judging game. lets see how many people can judge each other before life is done!! i mean heck...if god WANTED us to be him...he would have let us. yes...i do confess ( Read more... )

is like the bestest friend forever and stuff. every day we come up with new inside jokes. i mean...dude...ive never seen anyone make my mom laugh like she did last night. he's a dork. i love him ( Read more... )

you know what? i think that honestly...god has taken a lot of friends away from me...why? well...because. they either aren't good for me, or im not good for them, or even just because they aren't people i should be around. i enjoy my times with sam and gregg. granted no one believes me when i say i ONLY hang out with gregg and sam not...but that is ( Read more... )

so its a surprise...the people you think are the mature ones end up being the more of the stupider. wow...its insane.
w/e...they are retarded.