i dont know why im updating this fucking thing, no ones gonna read it. whatever. today doesnt even feel like chrstmas. not that id care anyway. christmas is over rated. oooooo a holiday where you get all stressed out and spend lots of money. im not religous and i never will be so that side of it doesnt appeal to me. the only thing that this holiday ( Read more... )

i dont know whats happening. im starting to lose friends again. you seem to be slipping away too.

i just realized i have alot of problems. i plan on keeping them bottled up. why should anyone else know. what does it matter. what does anything matter. in a room full of poeple, but yet still terribly alone. in a room full of poeple, but terribly uncomfortable. i look back on events and say "hey that was fun" but i go and it brings it all back to ( Read more... )

fucking great. today is not my fucking day. so first thing i get into school, so to related and sit down for a few mins. and then some one decides to tell me we have an alternitive schedual today. so i have english first. i fucking cant stand english. we had a substatute today, but she was a fucking bitch. i got the usual hastle from every dumb ( Read more... )

Steck mir den Finger in den Hals ( Read more... )

well you said you would be there tonight. and you wernt. second time in a week. man this sucks.

happy birthday. the shoot is this weekend. friday and saturday. i would reallly like you to come. ill give you a call this afternoon.

well heres the thing. if were gonna be able to hang out then ima probily need to know soon. when do you think youll know by? i hope we can hang out. cause i really need it. i gotta go to school now.

fucking asshole. if only this voodoo would work.

heheheh we put 112 octane racing gas in the moped (piston driven airplanes only use 110 octane) and it gos like 6mph faster now.

dont forget about saturday....