i guess i can't just leave well enough alone. sometimes i wish i didn't have these eyes, but then i remember why i have them. perhaps life would be easier without a body or a mind i think that the mind is by far the more destrucive of the two.

don't expect anything for a while.

今日は変ですね。

japanese email pen pals are the best!

"i've made a satyr from a saint ( Read more... )

i spend a lot more time time on the computer "nowadays" than i did, say, a week ago. which in itself is bad, i suppose, but in real life i don't think it is. remember in donnie darko how he could see people's paths? i'd like to see that movie again. i wonder where mine would go. probably stay here in this chair for a while. and then it would avoid ( Read more... )

まだわかりません。

I am ready to go somewhere far, far away where no one knows me. Can change ever be truly welcome? To a certain degree, maybe. Hurry up and end, school. I can't believe I have a whole year of high school left. I feel like hitting something sometimes and other times I feel like jumping off of something very high just to know what it's like to really ( Read more... )

I think that when it gets right down to it, I only have one real friend.

Saturday was the SAT, and unless I'm very very VERY mistaken, I got a very good score on it. I went with Robbie and his mom drove us because she was going down there anyway. Then Sunday studied a little and watched Star Wars Episode III. Today was D-Day: the AP Biology exam. But I totally rocked it. There were 100 multiple choice and I answered 85 ( Read more... )

I hope the band trip is fun. Somehow I maneuvered myself (or maybe circumstances wiggled their way around me... I don't know) into one of the worst positions I think I could be in. [insert favorite onomatopoeia here] Well I hope it can be resloved one way or another... hopefully in a good way. I'll be back Monday afternoon sometime.

Today in AP Biology we were discussing whether or not people hunting/destroying habitats etc. can be considered an evolutionary force.... an interesting subject. I'd be curious to know what people think.