Fuck! I hate this high school drama bullshit. I'm so done with this. I try to help and look out for someone and it all backfires. I'm seriously done with this. Four more months and I'm gone. Alright? I'm out of everyone's life and I'll be living my own. I hate this. I can't do anything without something going wrong. But I guess I've found a way. ( Read more... )

Dear J ( Read more... )

I'm ready to wallow.

Let's just stop ( Read more... )

For those of you here that are also on my Myspace and have not yet seen my latest bulletin, I quit Myspace. Er, at least until the end of the week. I will not go on until Saturday. I don't exactly know why I'm doing this but I am. I am taking bets because no one seems to believe me. So...anyone up for a bet?

Stop living half and a life and stop feeling like I'm half alive.

Ska Brawl(Mustard Plug) - Feb 10th
The Academy Is... - Feb 14th
Less Than Jake - March 3
Take Action Tour - March 9th

who's going to which?

sometimes i really have to admire how strong i can be in life and at the same time hate myself for being so weak. this is such a random entry. i actually meant to write something, but nah...i'll leave it at that.

I've come to my senses ( Read more... )

This weekend I've had alot of time to stay at home and think. Mainly because everyone bailed on me but whatever. But this weekend I've realized alot of things, and how much things are changing. Now don't get me wrong, it's not that I'm afraid of change or anything, but somethings just change too much. And then the one variable that doesn't change ( Read more... )