so....basically the title is the current story of my life ( Read more... )

okay so I dont even know that last time i wrote on here but its been afew weeks and thinsg were atually getting a little better. up until now, they continued to be better. but today, everything came crashing down. My grades suck, my sorority is taking up a lot of my time, im gaining weight instead of losing it, and I really am feeling kinda lost ( Read more... )

I cant concentrate...im tryinig to read Antigone so i can eventually write paper on it, and i literally cannot focus tonight..its kinda sad actually...ive never felt like ive had ADD more in my life...i think it might have somethign to due with a certain guy who is complicating things MAJORLY but it also has to do with being tired...just TIRED ( Read more... )

so...if anyone cares, this weekend was a lot better. i hung out with some really great aopis almost every day and really actually felt like i connected with them. we went to churc hthis morning at a place where i actually felt comfortrable for the most part and then we went to moes which is always a good thing ( Read more... )

like seriously....i really dont think ANYONE gives a CRAP about how or what i feel...
and that is probably the worst feeling in the world. I really wish I could change it. but obviously its too late for change.

well classes have started and im already tired of school....I dont know...something about having to read chapter after chapter of the bible as simply a literary piece instead of what is really is kinda bothers me. especially since the guy who teaches the class is a liberal brittish guy who doesnt believe in God or any kind of religion whatsoever ( Read more... )

not that it was awful...just stressful i guess....im just a little dissapointed because yes, selfishly, im going to tell you that neither one of the two amazing girls thta i wanted here were here... the girsl that were publicized and constantly talked about and maybe not even that oustanding were here as well as some realyl other amazing girls. it ( Read more... )

well im back at auburn...pre rush is over and it all begins tomorrow...so far ive hung out with a few new people which has been good but I still feel kind of awkward. the whole rush thing is actually kinda stressing me out...it shouldnt but it is....and its partly bec of something i never promsied to do but a certain person apparently thought i did ( Read more... )

so...quick entry...ive been working at mtn brook baptist daycare. I havent been to Canterbury in almost a year for various reasons. I work from 9-6 usually and no weekends. I miss my aopi friends. I have a lot of work to do to get ready for next fall. I hope things will be be good by then. I wish I could go to Canterbury and hang out with some ( Read more... )

so I just got back from Bham a couple of hours ago and I worked a little on my paper but im honestly just at a point this year and in general, in my life, where i just dont think I can go on anymore. Like I honestly cant do it. I try my hardest and work really hard and I get nothing for it. From working on the website and ealing with ceratin paople ( Read more... )