So I think I finished it but I am sure I could have added more. Then again the stuff I put in here is already quite revealing, probably more than I have ever told anyone. It just came to me one night when I was sitting in my room crying...again...it's sporadic what can I say, some days are good others aren't so good. Anyways it came to me that if I ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that "someone" and I were cuddling together and just staring at the sky. Talk about torture, but it got better I had a dream later that there was a contest where you could enter for a chance to meet Lloyd if you wrote an essay about why you liked him as an artist. It was pretty funny cause I was like "Oh my goodness I hope ( Read more... )

I can't believe it but my relationship is already over. I can't believe it but I am actually saying to myelf that maybe if I do or say something it won't be over. Or maybe it's all a horrible dream and I will wake up and it will be over and I will stop feeling so sick. I feel like I want to cry but I am so empty that I can't, I feel angry and I ( Read more... )

This is just a continuation on my myspace blog about the auto show, it has stuff that I didn't want for people on myspace to know about. What I didn't mention in my blog was how when I had gotten halfway through the first floor of the auto show, like practically through the door...I started cramping. I was in such shock it went into denial because ( Read more... )

So even though I didn't get to go to the Superbowl party with Brian, I was still able to do something fun Wednesday. Actually it probably wasn't as fun as I am thinking but it was fun for me cause I got to spend the whole day with him. We were working on his presentation for class, although we didn't get to start it right away since my mom needed ( Read more... )

The one thing that has been bothering me for a while has been the fact that I have a curfew and I'm going to be 23 in less than 4 months. When I started dating and my dad said 10 was my curfew I just said ok so I could get along with the house rules. Then it's like, when I go over to Brian's house on Saturdays, he calls and wants to know where I am ( Read more... )