Generally when I feel a major change coming on, I reminisce and rummage through old memories and lj entries.  In so doing, I accidentally ("") deleted a majority of the entries from last semester.... and I also realize that I've changed a lot more than I thought I had.  Looking back at summer entries, I realize that "20" is what killed my soul. ( ( Read more... )

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I think Jesus hates me today. Or at least the Dasani man. Water water everywhere, but not a drop to drink. Poor little Heidi and her hangover, with a mad [edited sentence out for secrecy...] Conundrum that it is, it's beautiful. Connections are lost when direction is found. I used to live alone before I knew you.
Constantly falling leaves of yellow ( Read more... )

LJ Interests meme results

1. believing in jah:
   Yeah. wut.
2. blenders:
   Hahahaha, I like blenders? I guess I do. Who would be so silly as to list blenders as an interest??
3. cat stevens:
   Is my lover.
4. exhibitionism:
   So I'm still working up to this one... I like to be nude, but nude in Michigan weather is wayyyy sketchy.
5. graffiti-art:
   Is my passion. I could ( Read more... )

So today I am officially twenty, and here I sit drinking a double espresso and a glass of water, checking my email whilst reading the NY Times online. When did you get so old?

This weekend was amazing, I <3 the sleeping bear sand dunes and my fellow wanderer friends. And blueberry pancakes. I think that days like saturday save my soul. Today ( Read more... )

are not lost.

Finally, perhaps a real update. My internet access is very fleeting, it mostly depends on how far I wish to walk as to what kind of time I get online. Right now, though, I'm at ELPL and I've got some bitchin privacy for the first time in months, so I've decided to update ( Read more... )

I'm actually terribly busy at the moment, busy feeling sorry for myself that is. Bah, I'm hungover and I have a sinus infection coming on, how lovely is that? The hangover makes me realize that I'm getting old though; not only can I not hold my alcohol anymore, I don't really want to. Especially playin the sober sista lately and d-d-ing, I've ( Read more... )

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