Why do we hurt the ones we love the most??? Why, as humans, do we see commitment and run in the other direction?? Why are we so afraid of the people who like us? Those who maybe even love us?? I'll be honest, I love somone..... he says he loves me too but insists on doing everything on his own. Never letting anyone help him or get too close to him ( Read more... )

Well, today I am an emo. "basket case". Tomorrow at 12 noon, my best friend drew is getting on a plane and going to Brazil for 11 months as an exchange student. I have been crying all freaking day and I am so in need of a hug right now. I've never had a bestfriend leave like this.... or at least not that far away.... Every little thing has set me ( Read more... )

Holy cow!! None of u are going to believe this..... I'm in academic decathlon!!! I feel so smart!! So now I have 4 classes instead of 3.... big woop right??

1st sem.

clay 2 Barmettler
AcDec Clayton
Great Books Gallegos
Anatomy Streeter

2n sem.

am/az gov haener
AcDec clayton
sir comp Greer
Anatomy Streeter

1st semester

1st hr: Clay II Barmettler
2nd hr: Anatomy/Phys Beauer
3rd hr: Great Books Gallegos

2nd semester

1st hr: Govmnt Haener
2nd hr: Anatomy/Phys Beauer
3rd hr: Sr Comp Nardolillo

too bad I won't see anyone until the 1st day of school..... I got grounded for a month!! SUX! I get un-grounded the day b4 school starts.... buh-bye!!

wow. It's been a while since I've written.... so I guess I'll write now ( Read more... )

I am so nervous!! I'm getting ready to go to work in like 5mins. and I am absolutely scared. AHHHH! I guess I'll write more later seeing to the fact that I have to go now! Wish me luck!

Well, it finally happened. I stopped being lazy, and got myself a job. Ladies and Gentlemen, you reading the el jay of the newest employee of Wal-greens! Woo hoo! I went and took a drug test the other day.....gee, I hope I pass.....hahahaha! Well, I gotta run, I hope everyone has a great day!!

Well, today, Trevor and I are driving up to Tortilla Flats. Were gonna go to lunch and then to the lake, and then we're gonna get icecream! EEEEEE! I'm actually excited. I'm also supposed to find out today if I got the job at the Christian Bookstore. But who knows?? Well, I hope everyone is having just as great a summer as I am, if not better!!

I hadn't yet seen the video until today. I saw the Nick Berg video. It was so completely and totally upsetting. I almost wanted to throw up. I don't know how anyone can be against the war after seeing the video. I don't know how anyone can be anti-america, it's just sick and wrong. I strongly believe that every single american should be made to ( Read more... )

Some people never seace to amaze me. I called Trevor to see if he knew what to wear tonight to confirmation, and he tells me "he can't make it" Bull shit!!! He promised he would come and he lied!! I am through! I am so completely sad and mad right now! If I didn't have gobs of make-up on right now, I would cry. I am so frustrated!!!!!