hi guys. well im prolly gunna be gettin rid of this journal nd gettin a new one cuz me nd brian arent together anymore nd uhm yeh but i dont know who is gunna do it for me cuz shelby normally does but me nd her are kinda at a bad time right now cuz i wrote all this stuff to her in our notebook nd after me nd brian broke up she showed him nd it ( Read more... )

ok well as everyone knows now.. me and brian broke up. yeh. just a lot of stuff has piled up and i just cant take anymore. everyone is all mad at me. :sigh: i dont know what to do. no one understands how i feel.. all they see is him crying and theyre like oh brian blah blah blah and then people hate me for it. well im fucking sorry but you people ( Read more... )

hey guys.. sorry i havent updated in a while. been busy. im working on the jamaica project that none of my partners seem very interested in so imma end up doin all the work so i dont fail. but oh well. and i didnt have time to get my story done for language so im fucked for that. and im tearing apart my room cuz were gettin hard wood floors put in ( Read more... )

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i forgot to thank shelby for my cute journal! she fixed it for me the other day and i wuv it! <333 ich liebe dich. i love you baby girl! <3 ( Read more... )

alright guys... i have a lil while before i go with brian to get a haircut, go to the library, and go to the mall. i went to get a haircut last night and they wouldnt fucking take me. bitches. anyways.. so me and shelby are talking like normal. apparently she saw my last entry... i felt so bad saying all that stuff but it just never comes out right ( Read more... )

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since theres nothing better to do.. ill update... i went to kalees on thursday and we jumped on the trampoline and josh came over and then we rented movies-nine lives and monster.. omg it was so funny.. we were watching nine lives and right when they were about to find the killer person, my cell rang.. i almost shit myself. so we talked to ben on ( Read more... )

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ok its been a while since i updated... so here goes..: ok, thursday i got in big ass trouble in the cafeteria cuz of the straps on my pants. some bitch complained about them and told me to take them off and i said ok i will just let me finish i only have 5 minutes left to eat. so then she goes and gets some other bitch and she yelled at me and i ( Read more... )