i fucking hate this place.
why do people feed off of the rumors others start? its so fucking stupid. grow up assholes

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i got her ashes back today.
my dog is now sitting on my mantel

i guess things are getting semi better. i did cry tonight. but we all need to at some point. first time in about 2 days maybe. not sure, don't really want to keep up with it. but i've got a few friends that have been really good to me. especially melanie. i love her to death. shes been going through a lot with her soon to be ex-husband that has ( Read more... )

i miss her so much
it doesn't seem real. she was my baby. and she was gone in a second
we get her ashes monday. so its going to start all over again. but i think im doing a decent job at keeping it together the past 2 and a half days. but thats also cuz i've started working door at tabu and staying drunk afterwards.
but whatever.

i had the worst day ever in my entire life ( Read more... )

its like 6:46 am im up cuz i stayed out drinking and my friends dragged me to a strip club and on top of that my mom is out of town til sunday so i don't have to worry about her bitching about me being up and blahblahblahblahblah. and i just heard the school bus go buy. im so fucking glad im not in high school anymore. so so happy. i just wanted to ( Read more... )

i fucking hate this place and everyone in it. minus maybe 2%

what a strange turn of events! but i've had a pretty damn good few days. hangin out at mom's house while shes was in fl for work.
got crunk with jamie and kyle lastnight, that was a lot of fun drank listened to awesome music and a few other things ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAU!!!!

omg .. i came home.. and one of the babies got out of the cage ( Read more... )